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hi there! i had been busy lately due to examination..yeah, final year..eventhough not final sem yet. anyway, i'll be posting soon for latest updates..
1 thing, guys out there (my dear friends, future friends or readers).. if u don't mind of spending some of ur time, plz do comment on my blog. it's a kind of showing concern, giving ideas, critics maybe or anything..i'll really appreciate that. so that, i won't feel like talking to myself..:-)

~Plan your day~

Life is getting more complicated from days to days, between work and play. Work in terms of the real meaning of working (got income) or else which means study (those who still holding student status as I am). Play on the other hand means socializing with buddies, lovers and so on. Sometimes, spending time alone may also be grouped in play. There are a lot of tasks to accomplish; appointments to attend, assignments to complete, important dates to remember and since we are still in Syawal mode, there are open houses to attend. Those things (tasks) are all important. Definitely we want to do all that as if we have enough time which involves proper time management. It is possible if we prioritize the tasks via priority. Am I right?

Let me share with you what IK (acronym for Irfan Khairi) shared with me. Anyway, you guys know right who Irfan Khairi is? Plz, do not ever say no!  There are only 3 steps involved in order for you to accomplish those tasks mentioned.

First, plan your day the night before. Just a simple step to do, with a simple piece of paper, jot down all the activities that you need to do tomorrow. It is said that 10% from the time taken to plan, you will save 90% from your time to settle the task. It is also said that plan your day the night before could generate your mind to handle the new day properly.

Second, list according priority. Mark the tasks according priority. You may mark with the highest to the lowest level of priority with sign A, B, C and D respectively. So now, plan your day! The day that you do not plan, is the day that you fail to plan your time.

Lastly, the 3rd plan is a principle of 20%-80%. Vilfredo Pareto generated a principle that 20% from the time taken to settle a task is actually 80% of that task. In other words, productivity decreases after 20% has taken. So, how to apply it? Simple! When you are going to settle a task, present the task in front of you and think of the strategy on how you are going to settle that down. When you have recognized it, start doing your work until what you manage to do. It may take 1 hour or 2. Just do what you want to do. And then, stop! Stop doing that task. This is because you have taken 20% of the real productive time in completing that task which results 80% completion of the task!!

What you have to do now is, shift your attention to other task. Start your new task and do not think about that task again. For that new task, do the same as before. Focus with the task and take only 20% from the supposed time. Then again, stop.

By applying this principle, you manage to complete 80% of the task within 20% from the supposed time. When all that 80% of the task completed, you can go back to the earlier task to complete another 20%. Now, your condition is fresh and productivity back to increase as well.

Combine those 3 planning steps and you are surely amazed with your efficiency in managing time. Best of luck!!

* Not to forget, thanks to Mr IK for the tips. Japanese said arigato gozaimasu…:-)

Monthly Syndrome

22 September 2008-I’m such in no mood today. Missed my morning class deliberately. Out of mood. But then, I really need to get up for a discussion session. Laziness mood is conquering me today, not only physically but mentally too. Mind is in stress level. What had happened to me? My colleagues noticed something went wrong on me. They eagerly find out. Guys, it’s not a story-telling k. I know sharing is caring, a term which is commonly used. But, it’s ok lah. Let me handle it by myself. Here, there are… friends are around when I need them. Thanks dear buddies. :-)
To add on, I did have an extra class today or shall I say a replacement class. Revision on persuasion things, discussion and as usual presentation; that’s all we did for an evening class. Consequently, we got duit raya from Prof C as a bonus for our good work even though Raya is just another nine days. Thanks dear Prof!

totally lOsT..:-(

first day
second day
and now, third day
i'm totally lost
searching for the answer
but frustrated

i'm searching everywhere
but you're not there
i don't even know what to do now
where are you?
what had happened??
why can't i reached you???

please give me the reasons why
so that i know
do not let me think negatively
only God knows how i felt these days..

HappY Ramadhan

to those outside there, who are my family members, dear friends or future friends..
HAPPY FASTING to all of u.. may God bless us with his blessing..
this is my 23rd time celebrating Ramadhan and i'm really thankful to HIM because still giving me a chance to breathe in this world...
for the rest of u, hope that we grab this golden opportunity to collect as many as possible the benefits that HE promised..
after all, SALAM RAMADHAN AL-MUBARAK!!

Wanita..

Aku wanita punya hati nurani
Yang tak dapat dibohongi
Pabila cinta tlah membutakan mata
Dan membuat tuli telinga
Apakah salah jika aku menyinta
Apakah salah jika engkau ternyata
Pilihan hati
Belahan jiwaku ini

Cintaku ini anugerah terindah
Dari yang maha kuasa
Cintaku padamu tak pernah berubah
Meskipun kita berbeza

Apakah salah jika aku menyinta
Apakah salah jika engkau ternyata
Pilihan hati
Belahan jiwaku ini..

(Chorus)
Aku wanita aku kaum hawa
Yang memang rapuh hatinya
Aku wanita aku punya cinta
Selayaknya manusia

(Chorus II)
Apakah salah jika aku menyinta
Apakah salah jika engkau ternyata
Pilihan hati
Belahan jiwaku ini..

(Repeat Chorus I)
(Repeat Chorus II)
aaa… Ku wanita
aaa… Ku wanita….
Yang hanya perlu kau fahami

(Repeat Chorus) (2x)
Oh apakah salah jika aku menyinta
Apakah salah jika engkau ternyata

#it's my latest favourite song and i really mean each word of it!!..:-)

I'm Yours ..:-)

Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted'
I fell right through the cracks
Now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out I'll be giving it my bestest
And nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn
To win some or learn some
But I won't hesitate, no more, no more
It cannot wait
I'm yours
Mmmhmm mhmm (hey hey hey)
Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our god-forsaken right to be loved love love love loved
So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours
(scat)
Won't you scooch on over closer dear, and I will nibble your ear
Whooaa whooa whoa whoa whoa
I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
So I drew a new face and I laughed
I guess what I'ma sayin is there ain't no other reason
To rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue
But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours
[Option 1]
Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find the sky is yours
So please don't, please don't, please don't
There's no need to complicate
Cause our time is short
This oh, this oh, this is our fate
I'm yours!
[Option 2]
I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate
I'm yours!
[scat]

Sony VAIO Hunt

Come on guys!!
Let's join Sony VAIO Hunt..(",)
Log on to this site..http://202.150.221.50/sites/vaiohunt/microsite/?vhref=29

all I need is time ..

You tell me you're in love with me

That you can't take your pretty eyes away from me

It's not that I don't want to stay

But everytime you come too close I move away

I wanna believe in everything that you say

Cuz it sounds so good

But if you really want me, move it slow

There's things about me you just have to know

Sometimes I run

Sometimes I hide

Sometimes I'm scared of you

But all I really want is to hold you tight

Treat you right, be with you day and night

Baby all I need is time

I don't wanna be so shy, uh-uh

Everytime that I'm alone I wonder why

Hope that you will wait for me

You'll see that, you're the only one for me

I wanna believe in everything that you say

Ah cuz it sounds so good

But if you really want me, move it slow

There's things about me, you just have to know

Sometimes I run

Sometimes I hide

Sometimes I'm scared of you

Treat you right, be with you day and night

Baby all I need is time

Just hang around and you'll see

There's no where I'd rather be

If you love me, trust in me

The way that I trust in you

All I really want is to hold you tight

Be with you day and night (fade...)

Another Number to Add On

it is my birthday today.. Thank GOD who still gives me time to be on this earth.. i really appreciate for who i am today..

i still have those people who love me, support me and accept me just the way i am.. alhamdulillah....:-)

in this entry, i just wanna thank each person for the sweet birthday wishes ..via SMSes, calls, YMs, email, ecard, testi (friendster) and not to forget face to face wish.. so glad to have a birthday kiss from my dear friend..

you are my everything guys!!

to add on, i wanna share something which i've got from a great motivator whom i admired, Ustzh Siti Nor Bahyah last weekend...sharing is caring, right?

from a word C.A.N.T.I.K

C-Cantik... cantik wajah & cantik hati-means 'nur keimanan'- Surah Yusuf Ayat 4

A-Akhlak... beradab sopan in everything you do - fyi, a glass of water to your husband; pahala is like a year of puasa sunat

N-Nama... call a person with a sweet name. i.e. Humaira (si merah jambu/kemerah-merahan)

T-Taqwa... avoid sinful things, rajinkan bermunajat to HIM

I-Ilmu... to get success for Now and Thereafter

K-Keredhaan...from ALLAH and parents- surah Ibrahim Ayat 40, surah Syura Ayat 19

that's all folks..(",)

back to hometown-

It’s good to be at my hometown again..:-) such a wonderful feeling.. after 4 months ++ striving as a student, now I’m home as a daughter to both of my parents.. and as usual, they are waiting for their princess to come back, though that’s means lots of job is waiting.. (“,) exactly arrived on Mother’s Day.. sangat gumbira kerana kepulangan ku disambut oleh ibu tercinta. Rasa penat memandu dari shah alam hilang sekelip mata bila dapat kukucup pipi dan memeluk bonda yang tersayang. Dapat dilihat wajah riang dan kesyukuran kerana kutiba dengan selamatnya. Alhamdulillah, ku masih punya insan yang melahirkanku.. wanted so badly to scream out; lihatlah dunia, my beloved umi!! Ahah, I’m lucky, right??
Two days at home.. not much to say b’coz I’m not planning anything yet. Sometimes, mind will fly over to orchid town .. thinking and missing ………. there. :-)

Enniey Effendy

Juz finished..:-)

Juz finished da last paper, yesterday… Such a relief 4 me… to conclude, yesterday was the worst paper I took and frankly speaking, extremely scared to know the result soon..huh..!
However, let bygone be bygone. No point to think of it again. Looking forward is much more important. And now, got to focus on 3 submissions which will be due on 28th, 29th and 10th. That’s what life all about. Everything has the deadline as well as expiry date. Multimedia project (includes webpage) and the thesis. Hurm, idea n creativity need to be combined. Well, I’m not that kind of person actually. Creative sounds hard to me. But then, I don’t want to make excuses and block my goal. Many people said excuses make you fail. Absolutely! Every problem has a solution. It is us who will determine whether to take it or leave it. Take that challenge and you will know how it tastes. Hahaha, I’m giving myself ‘kata-kata semangat’..
By the way, spirit goes down after all my beloved things gone including my 2 pendrives. My work inside there! I need to start it back from the starting point. Fuuhhh.. tones of work to do. what else should I say, except……. be STRONG with this..

Enniey Effendy

oUt fRoM uNdEr-

Breath you out

Breath you in

You keep coming back to tell me

you’re the one who could have been

and my eyes see it all so clear

It was long ago and far away but it never disappears

I try to put it in the past

Hold on to myself and don’t look back

I don’t wanna dream about

All the things that never were

Maybe I can live without

When I’m out from under

I don’t wanna feel the pain

What good would it do me now

I’ll get it all figured out

When I’m out from under

So let me go

Just let me fly away

Let me feel the space between us growing deeper

And much darker every day

Watch me now and I’ll be someone new

My heart will be unbroken

It will open up for everyone but you

Even when I cross the line

It's like a lie I’ve told a thousand times

And part of me still believes

When you say you’re gonna stick around

And part of me still believes

We can find a way to work it out

But I know that we tried everything we could try

So let's just say goodbye

Forever

avoid stereotyping..

It’s 1.59 am…it’s Thursday morning…very early, too early…and it’s not dawn yet… hurm, and me right now is sitting in front of this gadget typing…do not have a feeling of sleepy yet. In fact, I got a can of Nescafe next to me; a way to make me feel awake and continue working. To add on, I’m just coming back from watching a mid night movie, ‘27 dresses’… interesting and entertaining… makes me smiling and dreaming… dreaming of a Mr Nice guy… ahah! Well, that’s just a briefing…

Anyway, at this time I’m thinking of analyzing people’s thinking. Confusing sentence? Huh, never mind… Before I get the knowledge (formal education), I’m maybe not too good or else shall I say do not too rational in encoding people messages… but, time is moving and perception is also changing. I learn to look at the situation from different view. Learn to think in different angle. By the way,it's not a matter of being expert in this field. Here, what I want to stress is, don’t be typical and stereotyped people especially when you are well-educated. You learnt all such things about stereotyping, generalizing… but, you still put your mind in that level. Such a worthless! Don’t train yourself to think negatively. I’m not saying that you can’t think negative at all. But, just limit yourself from thinking negatively all the time. You may do so, but not too often… people around will judge you as a negative thinker… One more thing, don’t pretend like you’re an angel. You are the only one who always right and others are wrong. Hello, please respect others too!! Even though you do not like other’s opinion, but please show some respect. This is what life all about. You get the idea (knowledge), and you need to practice it. Do not conquer everything. You know what, whether you realize it or not, others really hate such type of people. So do i.

A matter of life......++

A route to a better life… I’m searching for perfection. I’m looking forward on having a meaningful and happy life; meaningful in terms of having a soulmate who can appreciate my existence instead of sharing my feeling, meaningful in terms of having a happy family either steady or future family. By the way, it’s not a matter of materialistic but for the sake of better future life. Nowadays, nothing is free in this world (My finance lecturer taught me this phrase). Everything is charged for usage. It’s a MUST to pay to get food. In fact, the digested food in our body should also be paid for the usage of a toilet. Am I right? Does it make sense?
Time keeps moving, people keep on developing, technology keeps on growing, and even toilet fee keeps on increasing. From the rate of 20 cent and now it almost reaches RM1!
Anyhow, that’s only referred to a simple perspective. If multiple perspectives are considered, there are tones of dimensions should be concerned. Car, Condo (house), Cash, Cell phone as well as Career have become a NEED in life. That 5 C’s are no more to stay as a want. Again, does this make sense? Whatever, I really mean it!

……To be continued

a new day has come..

18 February; the day has come again… the number has changed…the situation is varied… the condition is not as the same as before…but then, is the feeling still the same? Many things happened, many occasions occurred, is the relation still exist? I do not have the answer… do not ask me those questions, but please do ask the responsible person….

I’m still the same person as you’ve known earlier… I’ve maybe changed… but, changing in life is a must… change to be a better person… change to be a matured person… change to be a knowledgeable person… change to be an experienced person… these are a must… but, I’m not changing my feeling yet…should I or shouldn’t I ?

When mind is kept thinking, when head is still spinning, when heart is still searching…I need a confirmation…

It’s been thousands of hours…are you still in confusion? If the condition (which I’ve made) became the block, then please ignore it. I’m still holding the religious faith… still know to differentiate which one should and shouldn’t be followed… don’t you believe me?

If… you’ve made the decision, and the answer brings me tears, then I accept it… nothing can change your mind right? If… the answer brings me smiles, then I do accept it too… the decision is yours… because the destiny is fated!

lucky days..(",)

holiday has past..continue being a researcher for knowlege and experience. experience? ya, i do experience many new things these few days..surprised. shocked. all mixed up. wow, like a dream!btw, praise to God 4 ur blessing...... i do enjoy my new life even though it's only about a month..having everyone around me..even though it cant be called 'perfect' life yet, but it seems so. no point to turning back and remember the past. am i right? past three days, i have so-called lucky days because something happened and all these make me smile along the way. huhu..hoping that today, tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, the next 2 days after tomorrow and future on will be much more luck......chayok, chayok!!

-people's perception-

holiday time;4 these few days..so, 4 sure grab dis opportunity 2 b in my hometown..spending time wif friends, my lovely parents..makes dis life perfect......
many things happened..at this time, juz finish chatting with some so-called new 'kenalan'..by knowing the way people give feedback, we'll know which 1 should we turn that word of 'kenalan' becomes 'kawan'...people give us 1001 perception..n 2 nite, juz 4 a reason i dont want 2 continue chatting, i've been labelled as 'sombong'...hurm, am i?? i've a reason 4 doing that..not for fun.. am i being selfish 4 doing that? i dun think so..i juz ..dont want 2 b friends with people who have short-circuit n think like 'cm dia jer bagus'...fair rite?? there's no point 2 b friend with people who'll going 2 make my life goes crazy..yeah..i'm juz choosing the right way..dats enough 4 other problems i've faced..dont want 2 burden myself......
......so, the moral value is, dont let others judge you by the way they think..they may be rite n they maybe wrong..but not all opinion is good n not all opinion is wrong..it is myself who's going to scan n take which is needed..the most important thing is, dont let that 'crazy perception' playing in my mind......yes!!

:a come back:

ooohhh..i'm back!! after a long period of time, i'm back 2 write sumthing on dis..
hurm, anyway i'm still da same person as b4 ....even though time n days keep changing..
changes are vital..but 4 sum n certain reasons; especially the positive one is very important in order 2 guide us 2 b'come a better person in the future..

actually, juz came back from watching sweeney todd wif frenz.. wut shall i say? it's a musical movie + thriller..yet it is classified in 18PL group...a bit slow movie due 2 many singing part..but the storyline is interesting..a barber has a revenge to a judge..he kills many people with a shave knife...the sad part is when he accidentally killed his wife...from 5 star, i could give 4...

feelin' sleepy rite now...gtg 1st...