a new day has come..

18 February; the day has come again… the number has changed…the situation is varied… the condition is not as the same as before…but then, is the feeling still the same? Many things happened, many occasions occurred, is the relation still exist? I do not have the answer… do not ask me those questions, but please do ask the responsible person….

I’m still the same person as you’ve known earlier… I’ve maybe changed… but, changing in life is a must… change to be a better person… change to be a matured person… change to be a knowledgeable person… change to be an experienced person… these are a must… but, I’m not changing my feeling yet…should I or shouldn’t I ?

When mind is kept thinking, when head is still spinning, when heart is still searching…I need a confirmation…

It’s been thousands of hours…are you still in confusion? If the condition (which I’ve made) became the block, then please ignore it. I’m still holding the religious faith… still know to differentiate which one should and shouldn’t be followed… don’t you believe me?

If… you’ve made the decision, and the answer brings me tears, then I accept it… nothing can change your mind right? If… the answer brings me smiles, then I do accept it too… the decision is yours… because the destiny is fated!

lucky days..(",)

holiday has past..continue being a researcher for knowlege and experience. experience? ya, i do experience many new things these few days..surprised. shocked. all mixed up. wow, like a dream!btw, praise to God 4 ur blessing...... i do enjoy my new life even though it's only about a month..having everyone around me..even though it cant be called 'perfect' life yet, but it seems so. no point to turning back and remember the past. am i right? past three days, i have so-called lucky days because something happened and all these make me smile along the way. huhu..hoping that today, tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, the next 2 days after tomorrow and future on will be much more luck......chayok, chayok!!

-people's perception-

holiday time;4 these few days..so, 4 sure grab dis opportunity 2 b in my hometown..spending time wif friends, my lovely parents..makes dis life perfect......
many things happened..at this time, juz finish chatting with some so-called new 'kenalan'..by knowing the way people give feedback, we'll know which 1 should we turn that word of 'kenalan' becomes 'kawan'...people give us 1001 perception..n 2 nite, juz 4 a reason i dont want 2 continue chatting, i've been labelled as 'sombong'...hurm, am i?? i've a reason 4 doing that..not for fun.. am i being selfish 4 doing that? i dun think so..i juz ..dont want 2 b friends with people who have short-circuit n think like 'cm dia jer bagus'...fair rite?? there's no point 2 b friend with people who'll going 2 make my life goes crazy..yeah..i'm juz choosing the right way..dats enough 4 other problems i've faced..dont want 2 burden myself......
......so, the moral value is, dont let others judge you by the way they think..they may be rite n they maybe wrong..but not all opinion is good n not all opinion is wrong..it is myself who's going to scan n take which is needed..the most important thing is, dont let that 'crazy perception' playing in my mind......yes!!

:a come back:

ooohhh..i'm back!! after a long period of time, i'm back 2 write sumthing on dis..
hurm, anyway i'm still da same person as b4 ....even though time n days keep changing..
changes are vital..but 4 sum n certain reasons; especially the positive one is very important in order 2 guide us 2 b'come a better person in the future..

actually, juz came back from watching sweeney todd wif frenz.. wut shall i say? it's a musical movie + thriller..yet it is classified in 18PL group...a bit slow movie due 2 many singing part..but the storyline is interesting..a barber has a revenge to a judge..he kills many people with a shave knife...the sad part is when he accidentally killed his wife...from 5 star, i could give 4...

feelin' sleepy rite now...gtg 1st...