aku, wanitamu

Malam selalu panjang
Di waktu aku merindukanmu
Kau bisa menjaga aku
Hingga diriku merasa teduh

Aku seperti kamu
Menginginkan dan memerlukanmu
Karena kita tak mampu
Untuk selalu pergi menjauh

Kau jadikan aku ini
Wanita yang kau pilih
Untuk jadi kekasihmu
Dan kau pun tlah aku minta
Setia sepertiku
Hingga waktunya tiba

Aku percaya penuh
Kau kan buatku bahagia
Karna cinta tercipta
Datangnya dari dalam hatiku

Kau jadikan aku ini
Wanita yang kau pilih
Untuk jadi kekasihmu
Dan kau pun tlah aku minta
Setia sepertiku
Hingga waktunya tiba

* i love the song ever since i heard in one of my favourite blogs. that's the perfect lyric for my 'hero'...

my day

i'm looking forward for 'my day'..
few things have been confirmed and
some things are still in planning..

The time has come

2010 will create a lot of stories… 2010 will create new moments…2010 will create new history. Friends of mine will change the status from single to in a relationship (engaged/married). Someone there in AlorStar engaged to a guy and someone there in KualaTerengganu engaged to a girl. Both ceremonies happened last weekend. Congrates frens..

Everyone is like berebut-rebut nk bertunang and get married. Since new year, I received phone calls and text messages from friends telling me of their big day (not really big actually, b’cos most of them are engagement). Any how, congrates to them and myself too. Hahaha… Wow, everyone is planning and so do i. My dream age has come and realizes it or not, I have to accept it. The time has come!

#my flu becomes worse. from running nose and now cough is adding the spice to it. Plus, ‘bengkak’ on my left side of neck. Oo..oo..

2010 has come...

I don’t think it’s too late to wish everyone out there Happy New Year. Though today it is 16th but I think it is still new to this 2010. HAPPY NEW YEAR FRIENDS & READERS!!

Each time New Year comes, everyone loves to ask the common questions. “What is your resolution for this new year?” A friend of mine did asked the same question to me… and in a kidding mood, my answer was-“nak kawen”. Spontaneously the person replied-“gatal!” Finally laughter turned out.

I smiled to myself…am I kidding? :-) This year I’m gonna be a quarter of century. And it’s the perfect time to start giving a thought to wedding. Btw, I don’t want to be called ‘andartu’. Ngeee.. Thinking of the readiness of ‘dah jadi milik seseorang’ is not a big question. It depends on me. At first, I think too much of readiness concept. But then, thinking too much is no good unless I did something to make it happen. So now, I changed my mind to think and act to make it happen and become reality.

>>(photo)that's happened on last Christmas. my dear cousin's engagement.

#p/s: I’ll continue later on. Got running nose since last nite made me a bit terrible. Plus I’m going out to accompany a friend for outfit fitting. So better go for now. Chiaoo..

Memory in Christmas

So long after my last post. It’s not that I don’t have anything to share with. But due to loads of work, time constrain, critical lappy and so forth have cancelled my intention in posting new post. Anyhow, I got my lappy back after burning some money in order to see it functions as I wish. Though it might not work as good as new gadget does, still my heart don’t want to let it go. It really, made up my study life…

New Year is just around the corner. And now surely Mr Santa Claus & Ms Santa Rina are busy preparing presents for this coming Christmas. Ho, ho, ho… I wish I could get too. :- ) (ada ker santa nk bg to this big girl. :p) In every festive season, everyone will be very happy celebrating. Neither Muslims nor Chinese celebrate Christmas and vice versa, still people enjoy the public holidays stated. Perhaps other agenda have been planned so that memory won’t just fade. And to our big family, this Christmas won’t be passed just like that. Special event will happen and new memory will be created…

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I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truely
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed
Cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

How did I get here with you, i'll never know
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

All my life...