will always love

These are my words.. Whenever and wherever, i hope u know that...

i don't want to say goodbye

coz i never left anyone (you)

i will still keep the feeling

coz the memory will remain

i never blame the fate

coz this is the destiny

i never regret with the decision

coz i believe 'HE knows the Best'

i never lie with feeling

coz i believe in sincerity

i never betray the relationship

coz trust is the principle

i will always love you

coz forgiveness is forever yours

Love,

Enniey

what happened to me?

I’ve been away for almost 2 months..:D   Nowadays, since I start working, I feel that days passed too fast. Is it? It’s been a year since I joined the company! Still here and I’m still the same. Nothing changes. What happened to me..? It just routine tasks curbing me from posting something here. Anyhow, I still love to blog.

Last month, was my favorite month of the year. Why? Simple. Because I was born on 22nd. And this year I turn out to be a quarter of century. Sounds too old? Whatever, but I still feel sweet & young. (Hah, perasan kan?) I'm happy and thankful that up till now, I'm still breathing. My lovely family and friends are still beside me. They are the reasons of my life. Though some come and go like wind and some just go without saying 'bye' but they still remember me. I can only say Thank You and may God bless all of you guys..! This is the last year or shall I say final year to celebrate my birthday in 'Single' status. I bet many of friends knew this. I have made up my mind during the night of  New Year celebration to end up the single status that I've been holding for these 25 years. There's no regret because I believe that God knows the best for me…

Looking at the wedding ticker up there, there’s almost 2 months left before The Day comes. Believe it or not, that’s planned. So far, the preparation goes smoothly. Everything is under control I guess. :-) Dress, dais, photographer, curtains, invitation cards are all on the way. Wedding course, HIV Test have been completed. ‘Hantaran’ things and souvenirs are still pending…

About my work, I love what I’m doing right now. It’s not that it is too comfortable till I don’t want to move. But having new experience in new environment makes me learn something new. A year and I learnt a lot! Till now, I’m still learning. And it never ends till I’ m giving up. That’s the learning process. This coming week the learning process continues till the Airasia has to bring me there…

Ok, move on to other story.. It also happened last month. That makes me a bit unhappy because I didn’t get the job. I have frustrated family’s hope. What else should I do? It’s not my luck and it’s not fated. So sorry to those hoping especially dear mom and dad…

Life has its seasons of rain, sunshine, ups and downs and that these come and go in cycles. The same condition happened to me. Sometimes I feel that I am the happiest person in the world till I forgot that it is only for a while. And sometimes I feel too sad till I forgot that it is only a test for me to be strong in future. As human being and believe what have been destined by the Almighty, I always being positive that HE knows the best for me. I feel too sad when I didn't get what I want. But the belief makes me strong by days. That is life…We have the power to plan but we don’t have the power to make it true. Anyhow, don’t ever fail to plan but never plan to fail.

Before I end, a quote to be shared to dear friends…”Life is meant to be joyous, peaceful and prosperous.” Whatever happens, it is only for a while and do not turning back. So, live life to the fullest!! 

Love,
~Enniey~

A 'Visit' to Permata Hijrah

Hi All,

It’s been a very-very-very long hiatus status..I know that the blog has been crowded with the ‘spider web’ due to extreme laziness of posting new entry..:)

Btw, Happy Weekend to everyone plus extra Vesak Day ..Everyone must be enjoying your holiday right?

I’m still alive and thank God I’m in excellent health… Am I? Hah! Talking about health made me thinking of a ‘visit’ to Permata Hijrah last weekend. It was my mom who was extremely excited to go there since it was free for the check up. As an honest driver I just drove there which was not so far from my place. Before the check up, there was a registration to be made. At first, I didn’t feel like want to have the check up but finally I joined my mom. (it’s free maa…:p) We have the first check up starting with the ‘resdung’ sickness. (I don’t know the term in English. :p help me frens…) The treatment for ears was so good, and I like! Once the cotton bud was put in my ears, the sounds started. According to the girl, the treatment helped to kill the bacteria inside our ears. After the sounds stopped, we had been given something -like powder. During this time, I sneezed more than 5 times. Oo..Ooo..It’s that the sign?? Then, we continued with the eyes treatment. …I didn’t feel any changes after having the massage. Well I’m not having problems with eyes so far and maybe that’s the reason I didn’t feel any changes of doing so. Hhmm… Finally we ended up with burning a few dollars for the medicine which has been suggested by the girl…and the medicine is for me. My goodness, am I sick??

Anyway my point of view after that ‘visit’ was - not everyone will be cured with only one treatment or one time-taking medicine. It has to be practiced repeatedly for good results. It’s not Permata Hijrah only but almost for any medicine, treatment or any other products. So frens, if you think you want to have a healthy body and mind, you better burn a few dollars now and not later. Better think of it!

That’s all for now. Chiaoo..

Love,

~Enniey~

has not been confirmed yet..

it's Saturday..and me favor to spend time all by myself..

what did i do? well, early morning i washed and cleaned my dear 'greeny baby'..
then it's time to pamper myself by having treatment for my 'crown' and shopping..
i love it! :-)

btw, i just removed the Wedding Ticker from this page..b'coz the W date has not been confirmed yet..it's good i guess..

no need to think of it for a while and i need to focus on my career..

from the bottom of my HEART

2nite, nothing much...

i found a poem written by myself in last year Corporate Planner while having my rest...

Hati dirundung pilu
Tatkala cinta seakan berlalu
Tanpa sedar apa yang berlaku
Adakah kerana salah diriku??

Emosi kian bercelaru
Hidup tidak menentu
Ke mana hala tuju
Andai cintaku berlalu

Hatiku seperti pantai
Ada pasang dan surutnya
Cinta di hati

Hatiku seperti pantai
Tanpe jemu menderu ombaknya
Cinta di hati

Cintaku bertasbih
Dengan penuh gigih
Menantimu dengan perih
Tanpa kenal erti perih

Rinduku di hati
Tak tertahan lagi
Tak terbendung gelojak diri
Tahukah dirimu empunya diri??

i know that it's not good enough anyhow it still touched my heart..

E cupcakes

Having cakes in a formal event or celebration such as wedding, engagement, birthday, anniversary and so on is a MUST. Does someone know why cakes become such an important element in these celebrations? Hmm, I wonder why…Why not fruits, ice creams or something else which are yummy??!! Actually, it’s part of the tradition. This is what I found: “According to ezinearticles.com, the bride and groom are the ones who take the first bite. They each take a spoonful of cake and feed it to their spouse. According to superstition, the amount of cake you give to your spouse is relative to the amount of children you will have.” Owh, if that’s true each couple should feed their spouse a few spoonful of cake so that they’ll have many kids..hahhaa..(“,)

Instead of having an icing or fondant cake I preferred to have cupcakes. I’m not really a die hard cake person but glad to see and have something cute, nice and beautiful. I browsed and googled the sites looking for a really talented cake maker in town and ended up with frustration b'coz those people are fully booked on that date. OMG..

A month before the E day, I found this photo in Pesona Pengantin (1st time bought this magazine maa..) and fell in love with the design. It matched my latest theme for the E day which is pink, white & turquoise.Ahah! Anyhow i'm still ‘berpijak di bumi yg nyata’, it’s nonsense to order cupcakes in KL... A few days left before the day, I’m still hoping that my dream will come true...



Fortunately, I found someone who finally available for the booking. Though the service was out of the town which means i have to suffer cost of fuel, but to me it doesn’t matter as long as I got what I want. *wink, wink* happy, happy..**

And, this is the outcome..



A perfectionist always critics everything. And me, critics these cupcakes. The service was tip-top though coz the person sent my cupcakes to the door step.(1st) But, the color frustrated me. Where's turqoise?? (2nd)The wording is not really nice b'coz it's too big and cracked, especially the 'love shape'.(3rd) What else? I did ordered extras for my family to taste it and the quantity was not as dealt.(4th) What should i say..?? Anyhow, past is past and never turn back. I'm still glad and thankful to have these cute cupcakes as one of my hantaran..Sweet..!