..Issues..

Vanessa:
Oooh, yeah,
Sometimes I feel like I'm going out of my mind,
Boy the way you do me is a damn crime,
But then you smile at me and it's alright,
With you there ain't any in between...

Every time that I walk out the door
I tell myself I can't take it no more
There's a part of me won't let you go
I keep saying yes when my minds' saying' no...

Chorus:
Me and my heart we got issues (issues)
Don't know if I should hate you or miss you
Damn I wish that I could resist you
Can't decide if I should leave you or kiss you,
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues
We got issues, issues, issues.

Rochelle:
It's so hard; boy you leave me hangin' for so long
You empty out my love until it's all gone
You change the words but still it's the same song
I'm tired of the melody

Vanessa:
Change my number and throw out your clothes
But my feelings for you, it still show
I keep building a wall round my heart
But then I see you it all falls apart...

Chorus:
Me and my heart we got issues (issues)
Don't know if I should hate you or miss you
Damn I wish that I could resist you (damn I wish)
Can't decide if I should leave you or kiss you, (can't decide)
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues (Me and my heart)
We got issues, issues, issues.

Una (and Mollie):
Why fight it, (why fight it)
Can't hide it (can't hide it)
Truth is I think I like it
Confusion, illusions (confusion, illusions)
Still I don't know which way to go,

Vanessa:
Me and my heart we got issues
Don't know if I should hate you or miss you

The Saturdays:
Damn I wish that I could resist you
Can't decide if I should leave you or kiss you,
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues (Me and my heart)
Don't know if I should hate you or miss you (We got to work this thing out)
Damn I wish that I could resist you (I don't know)
Can't decide if I should leave you or kiss you, (can't decide if I )
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues (issues)
We got issues, issues, issues.
We got issues, issues, issues (me and my heart)
We got issues, issues, issues
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues (we got to which way to go)
Don't know if I should hate you or miss you (I don't know)

* The Saturdays

Now i feel it..

The forth month of being a working person. Now, i feel it and experience it. Working and studying are two different things.Totally different!(baru sekarang, i can say so) before, hampeh aku nk faham. ~~sorry sir.. :p. After all, i'm happy in what i'm doing now. Let me compare the differences i've experienced.

Studying time
>> Normal/standard class time per day is 4-6 hours. Even worst is 8 hours, that is once in a blue moon (for 1st Year)
>>Everyone will smile when the lecturer cancels the class. Sometimes when it happened, we planned for movies or window shopping. Enjoy!!
>>In the morning, there is a 2-3 hours class and in the afternoon/evening we'll hang out till night.

Working time
>>Fixed hours of working is 8. When works have to be accomplished before customers get mad, need to work over the time lah!
>>There's no day which can be cancelled as class except the public holidays.
>>After back home, physically and mentally exhausted. And for sure, thinking of laying on the bed.

3 months of training have just passed. These 2 coming months are very crucial to me. It's b'coz i'm going to work all by myself without guidance anymore. The 'laoshi' is going to deliver her forth baby very soon and as everyone does, 2 months are the maternity period. Loads of works are waiting for me. Anyway, i'm going to enjoy this so-called chaotic situation and really hope to STAY +VE. Wish me luck then!!

that's how it goes

it's saturday n i got no big plan today. thought of hanging out with a friend but somehow she's busy with her new work. doesn't matter, we make it later ya sis!
so, heading to a beach was a great idea made. Beach of moonlight-that’s an English name which is formally known as “Pantai Cahaya Bulan’. Historically the beach has been called by many names. The oldest name appears to be Pantai Semut Api, the beach of the fire ants. Later, it was changed to Beach of Passionate Love (pantai cinta berahi). But then, it caused an offence to be called by that name and eventually changed to pantai cahaya bulan, the beach of a clear moon. Anyhow it was called, it was important to maintain the initials PCB since people often refer to place names by their initial letters. 


the beach scenery is beautiful. I always amazed with the God’s creation. everytime I come to beach, my favourite is to watch sunset. But then, it was impossible today. I hardly remembered when the last time I watched sunset was. What I remembered was, at the moment I was not alone as today. Kids were happily running on the sand, couple was enjoying playing kites and I excitedly swinging on a swing while talking on the phone.

That’s how it goes for today!

not a GIRL, not yet a WOMAN..

The number has changed. I’m no more 23 but 24 years old…I’m not a girl not yet a woman..:-) my birthday has just passed last 2 weeks. Watching transformers 2; revenge of the fallen, eating Kenny Rogers and enjoying window shopping. That’s what I did to celebrate my lucky day. Does it sound interesting? To add on-I got a very lovely birthday present. Love it so much! Thank u sir…
Adding to another age means have to add more spice to my new life. Being better than years before. Attitude must be more matured- that’s what dad n sir said. Huhu…plus-I’m not a student anymore, but a career girl. Am i? hmmm.. give me some times ya..

My Life Would Suck Without You

Guess this means you’re sorry
You’re standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
All you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you’d never come back
But here you are again

‘Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin’ to pick a fight
I know that I’ve got issues
But you’re pretty messed up too
Either way, I found out I’m nothing without you

‘Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

Being with you
Is so disfunctional
I really shouldn’t miss you
But I can’t let you go
Oh yeah

‘Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

‘Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

plan 4 the future..

it's the fifth month of 2009. another 1 and 11 days, my age will add on to another year. i'm not a girl not yet a woman..:-) finally, i've completed my studies. such a long journey and it really needs a huge physical and mental effort. there'll be no more staying up to complete assignment. there'll no more hanging out with friends after class and so forth.
after this, the update will be a bit slow and rare due to lack of internet access. indeed, i'll be busy with waiting tasks at home. the important part is, got to plan and strategize my future...