can't sleep mode.

i can't sleep..

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jangan dekat atau
jangan datang kepadaku lagi
aku semakin tersiksa
karena tak memilikimu
ku coba jalani hari
dengan pengganti dirimu
tapi hatiku selalu
berpihak lagi padamu

mengapa semua ini
terjadi kepadaku

Tuhan maafkan diri ini
Yang tak pernah bisa
Menjauh dari angan tentangnya

namun apalah daya ini
bila ternyata sesungguhnya
aku terlalu cinta dia
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E dais

this is the 1 st entry which publishes the preparation of my E day. normally people share something that has not happened yet especially preparation to a wedding. but then i didn't have the time to be a 'blogger tegar' who everyday uploads the preps done. anyhow, i just wanna share of what have i done during the time. that's the purpose of having blog, right? sharing is caring instead of trying to write anything that you would like to say....

the idea of my E dais came from this photo..



and it turned out to be like this..



though i'm not satisfied enough because i can't get the white stand and 2 white square pillows, but it's ok i guess..match my theme. >>sweet n simple.

aku, wanitamu

Malam selalu panjang
Di waktu aku merindukanmu
Kau bisa menjaga aku
Hingga diriku merasa teduh

Aku seperti kamu
Menginginkan dan memerlukanmu
Karena kita tak mampu
Untuk selalu pergi menjauh

Kau jadikan aku ini
Wanita yang kau pilih
Untuk jadi kekasihmu
Dan kau pun tlah aku minta
Setia sepertiku
Hingga waktunya tiba

Aku percaya penuh
Kau kan buatku bahagia
Karna cinta tercipta
Datangnya dari dalam hatiku

Kau jadikan aku ini
Wanita yang kau pilih
Untuk jadi kekasihmu
Dan kau pun tlah aku minta
Setia sepertiku
Hingga waktunya tiba

* i love the song ever since i heard in one of my favourite blogs. that's the perfect lyric for my 'hero'...

my day

i'm looking forward for 'my day'..
few things have been confirmed and
some things are still in planning..

The time has come

2010 will create a lot of stories… 2010 will create new moments…2010 will create new history. Friends of mine will change the status from single to in a relationship (engaged/married). Someone there in AlorStar engaged to a guy and someone there in KualaTerengganu engaged to a girl. Both ceremonies happened last weekend. Congrates frens..

Everyone is like berebut-rebut nk bertunang and get married. Since new year, I received phone calls and text messages from friends telling me of their big day (not really big actually, b’cos most of them are engagement). Any how, congrates to them and myself too. Hahaha… Wow, everyone is planning and so do i. My dream age has come and realizes it or not, I have to accept it. The time has come!

#my flu becomes worse. from running nose and now cough is adding the spice to it. Plus, ‘bengkak’ on my left side of neck. Oo..oo..

2010 has come...

I don’t think it’s too late to wish everyone out there Happy New Year. Though today it is 16th but I think it is still new to this 2010. HAPPY NEW YEAR FRIENDS & READERS!!

Each time New Year comes, everyone loves to ask the common questions. “What is your resolution for this new year?” A friend of mine did asked the same question to me… and in a kidding mood, my answer was-“nak kawen”. Spontaneously the person replied-“gatal!” Finally laughter turned out.

I smiled to myself…am I kidding? :-) This year I’m gonna be a quarter of century. And it’s the perfect time to start giving a thought to wedding. Btw, I don’t want to be called ‘andartu’. Ngeee.. Thinking of the readiness of ‘dah jadi milik seseorang’ is not a big question. It depends on me. At first, I think too much of readiness concept. But then, thinking too much is no good unless I did something to make it happen. So now, I changed my mind to think and act to make it happen and become reality.

>>(photo)that's happened on last Christmas. my dear cousin's engagement.

#p/s: I’ll continue later on. Got running nose since last nite made me a bit terrible. Plus I’m going out to accompany a friend for outfit fitting. So better go for now. Chiaoo..